holiday blues..

hey.

woke up this morning round bout 9-ish.. couldn't really sleep.. haih.. well.. i gez this is the holidays.. i tot it would be funn and laughter.. but o no.. here comes mum with the chores and nagging bout cleaning my room.. argh!! why can't parents jst leave us free for just ONE day?? i gez it's in their nature to jst nag and nag.. but i am VERY GRATEFUL to them for all they have done and given me..

being so free got me thinking bout a lot of things.. my life and all tat.. this year was very eventful i must say compared to last year.. very busy with prefect stuff.. hrmm.. after reading jordan's blog.. it is wrong to cheat i must say.. it's jst tat people cheat bcoz of this few reasons i gez :

(i) maybe it's their competitive nature to get higher marks then the rest [ we ARE after all in science stream i gez ]

(ii) they donwan to let their parents down and fail their exams.. [ in my opinion they shud've studied ]

(iii) they donwan those who cheated and dint study to get better marks than those who actually studied and spent the whole nite cramming for de exam.

hrmm.. i gez all this reasons have a point.. but u see.. if u donwan to let ure parents down, in the first place u shud've have studied rite? i mean well.. even if u studied and did ur best and u still failed.. ur parents will understand for they are proud of the effort u put in to study.. and even tho u failed they will still love u no matter wad..
For those who donwan ppl who cheat to get higher marks than them coz they actually studied... u see.. thr's this thing called dignity.. look it up in the dictionary and u will see how much it means.. having dignity!! not cheating means u kept ur dignity.. it means u worked hard and studied for the exams and passed it with on ur own!! don mind the cheaters.. as long as u noe tat u dint cheat.. tat's good enuff in God's eyes..

I cannot say tat I have been totally honest during this test and now tat I think bout it.. I was really wrong to have cheated.. really wrong.. haih.. it's jst tat I really dint wan to fail.. so I took some answers from my frens.. i noe now tat i was ABSOLUTELY wrong.. for i shud have studied when it was time to study.. and i shud have listened to my mum when she nagged me to study.. teens these days are getting more and more rebellious i gez.. everywhr u see, u can see violence and destruction.. innocent ppl are also dying..

This world needs God.. for only God can save us from all of this.. He is the creator of heaven and earth!! He is the one and only true God!! human beings have created so many idols to worship tat they confused themselves from wad is real and fake.. therefore we, as christians must set good examples for those who aren't, and show them wad a truly caring and loving God we have.. and show them tat being a child of God is truly one of the most wonderful thing in the world..

It is not the body we want to save.. it's the soul tat's inside.. for after we die.. we continue on living.. some of us dont even noe whr we're heading.. and tat's very sad to noe.. tat is why we must spread the word of God all over.. spread as many seeds and sow as many as u can.. jst like the parable tat Jesus Christ told.. the parable of the seeds [ bible knowledge is very interesting if u read very carefully and understand it. hehe^^ =p ]

o yeah.. wanted to add in this part.. i tot tat MISS GAN did the right thing and wadnot.. but she shud've have jst gave jordan a chance.. i mean it's totally unfair to get suspended for cheating.. one week again wor.. haih.. it's jst tat everyone says tat she has a grudge on all three of us [ meaning me, jordan and lyd ] no idea why.. ever since she laid eyes on us on the first day of skool.. she jst started aiming us.. week after week after week.. every single class.. "kristine come up here and do this equation" or "jordan can u jst concentrate on the lesson" or better yet " lydia why are u stting so close to jordan? do u like him o something?" sheesh. i mean like wadever lar.. i dont mind tat much anymore since im so used to it.. but after she has done this to jordan and natacia.. i dont think i'll look at her the same way again coz as much as it pains to say this.. haha!! jordan and lyd are one of my good frens.. (omg~~ i have to wash my mouth.. haha.. [kidding] ) hehe^^ and missing one week of skool is missing a lot coz we have a lot of stuff to learn as we are in form 4.. but not too bad lar.. at least they were not like thrown off the prefect board.. which would've been total dismay.. HAHA..(yeah rite... [again kidding] =p )

tat's all i have to say for today.. nothing much happening i gez.. nothing to do at home.. jst waiting for something to come by.. hehe^^

-God bless-