Minimalism

Just A Little Update

noreply@blogger.com (Kris) — Tue, 01 Dec 2009 00:01:00 +0000

I really cbf-ed to update this stupid blog but since am so free now for the holidays, I guess I may put up a post or two. Omg, I have 50 folders of pictures to post up.. diu forget it! Haha tidak perlu la. It's all in the past anyways. =)

Have quite alot of things lined up, not enough time to do everything! Can't wait for the shopping trip, omg retail therapy! So yeah, wait for my update y'all orrrrr not? Toodles! :)

Hrmm..

noreply@blogger.com (Kris) — Wed, 21 Oct 2009 00:22:00 +0000

I'm done. I'm tired of your façades and the silly mind games that you play. I'm tired of always having to figure out what's going on and what's coming up next. I'm tired of always thinking what went wrong.

I'm just so tired. So yeah, go ahead and play the game by yourself because I'm through playing. Life's short, but you.. make it feel so long..

-

noreply@blogger.com (Kris) — Tue, 13 Oct 2009 12:57:00 +0000

You walked towards me with a blank stare, your face stricken with pain. You pulled out a revolver and pointed it directly at me. You swore you would kill me right then and there. I backed up a few paces until I hit a dead end.

Staring death in the eye wasn't as blood-curdling as I expected it to be. I inhaled and exhaled rapidly, thinking that this was the end. I wasn't sure if I was afraid to die or not. All I wanted to know was, what brought on all this rage and resentment?

And then you pulled the trigger. Blood started to seep through my shirt, it trickled down my arms. You looked intently as I writhed in pain from the wound that was now a gaping hole in the middle of my chest. You had no remorse in your eyes as I met your gaze.. your eyes told me a different side of you, aloof.. cold.. detached.. distant..

I hear deafening sirens in the distance.. sudden, heavy footsteps getting closer & closer, I hear someone shouting, "Stay with me..."

"....it's not your time, damnit"

Everything's a blur. Vague white shapes in motions so prompt and swift, voices muffled..

"Charging.." someone shouts.

And that's the last thing I remember hearing.

.. will you save me or will you be the one who kills me?

Greeeeaaaat..

noreply@blogger.com (Kris) — Sun, 04 Oct 2009 10:27:00 +0000

I wish for a lot of things..

I wish the people around me would stop hurting each other.

I wish for peace and quiet (at times when it's really needed, but am a dramatic person.. so it rarely comes by.)

I wish for you to quit playing games and stop with the mind-****! Quit being so complicated. Life's not that hard you see, it's simple.

I wish for you to start being strong & true to yourself. Know what you want and don't doubt yourself. Do not beat around the bush and don't let things slip through your fingers before it's too late.

I wish for you to stop being so negative about yourself and I wish for you to have more confidence. Do not let one person run your life for you as you are the one that controls your own life. You're doing so much better now, just don't slip back into the toxic waste that you were once in.

I wish you all the happiness in the world. You mean alot to me and I care about you. Just happy seeing you happy :)

******

Yunyun, I'm thankful for having you in my life, for you make it so much more colourful! I don't know what I'd do if you weren't here to listen to my problems and to advise me (even though sometimes you're seriously no help hahaha) am grateful for all the times you've helped me with my assignments and hand-ups. A girl couldn't ask for a better BFF who's always there in her time of need :) so I thank you for being such a great friend.

Esther, I'm thankful that you're always there when I need someone to talk to. You're really a wonderful & loyal friend. You're always there when I need a lunch/shopping/talking buddy, you don't ever let me down and you're always there to listen. And yes, I couldn't ask for another better BFF! Who needs one when you can have two? :D so I thank you.

These two have been there for me when I needed them most. Just wanted to thank them from the bottom of my heart because I know I can be annoying at times just talking and talking about my problems but they never fail to listen and help me through it. I thank God for giving me such wonderful BFFs.

Not that I don't have other wonderful BFFs, these two have helped me through alot recently and I just feel that I'm lucky to have them in my life. Without them, I would've gone mental and delusional. They're what's keeping me grounded right now :)

Last One

noreply@blogger.com (Kris) — Sat, 26 Sep 2009 03:11:00 +0000

I'm officially leaving this blog. Am too lazy to update and noone's reading it anymore anyways. So yes, here's to 2 and a half years of blogging.. it's helped me through alot, venting emotions and anger through this site has been therapeutic but it's time to move on.

There will be no more updates for double eu double eu double eu dot ordinaryteengurl dot blogspot dot com cept' for the emo and ranty posts (which are not counted).

...

noreply@blogger.com (Kris) — Sat, 12 Sep 2009 17:22:00 +0000

It's going to take alot. Am not sure if I'm willing.

=)

noreply@blogger.com (Kris) — Wed, 09 Sep 2009 12:37:00 +0000

Just because of the date.

p.s. i hate you, you weren't there when i needed you. you weren't there when i needed you. you weren't there when i needed you. sometimes, i just wonder why i even bother caring about you.

I Dreamt..

noreply@blogger.com (Kris) — Sun, 06 Sep 2009 01:28:00 +0000

.. about you ..

To A Special Person

noreply@blogger.com (Kris) — Wed, 02 Sep 2009 14:13:00 +0000

Dear darling,

I just wanna say I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything that I've done. I'm sorry for bullying you and calling you dwarf-like (although you seriously are like one). I'm sorry for always borrowing your notes to copy and free-ride of you (well, not really). I'm sorry that you're so gosh darn annoying sometimes.

I'm sorry that 'L' likes you (this one I truly, truly, TRULY sorry hahaha). I'm sorry that you're always busy (actually I know the reason already, your busy is "talking-on-the-phone-24/7-busy!"). I'm sorry that you're always being touched by you-know-who (don't worry la, he won't read this hahaha!). I'm sorry that you were scared shitless that night by you-know-who again.

That's all I wanted to say to you. Neh, your apology letter.

Sincerely from your bff,

KRISTINE 'AWESOME' WONG.

p.s. please don't smack me when you see this. love you mwaks hahaha.

<3

noreply@blogger.com (Kris) — Mon, 31 Aug 2009 13:12:00 +0000

Ru guo ni yan shen neng gou wei wo,

Pian ke de jiang lin,

Ru guo ni neng ting dao,

Xin shui de sheng yin,

Cheng mo de shou hu zhe ni,

Cheng mo de deng qi ji,

Cheng mo de rang zi ji,

Xiang shi kong qi,

Da jia dou chi zhe liao zhe xiao zhe,

Jin wan duo kai xin,

Zui jiao luo li de wo,

Xiao de duo he qun,

Pan di de yang cong xiang wo,

Yong yuan shi tiao wei pin,

Tou tou de kan zhe ni,

Tou tou de yin chang zhe zi ji,

Ru guo ni yuan yi yi cheng yi cheng yi cheng de po kai wo de xin,

Ni hui fa xian ni hui ya yi,

Ni shi wo zui ya yi,

Zui sheng chu de mi mi,

Ru guo ni yuan yi yi cheng yi cheng yi cheng de po kai wo de xin,

Ni hui bi suan ni hui liu lei,

Zhi yao ni neng ting dao wo,

Kan dao ni de quan xin quan yi,

Ting ni shuo ni he ni de ta men,

Ai mei de kong qi,

Wo he wo de yue wang,

Zhuang de heng feng qu,

Wo jiu xiang yi ke yang cong,

Yong yuan shi pei jiao xi,

Duo xi wang neng yu ni you yi miao,

Zhuan shu de ju qing,

Ru guo ni yuan yi yi cheng yi cheng yi cheng de po kai wo de xin,

Ni hui fa xian ni hui ya yi,

Ni shi wo zui ya yi,

Zui sheng chu de mi mi,

Ru guo ni yuan yi yi cheng yi cheng yi cheng de po kai wo de xin,

Ni hui bi suan ni hui liu lei,

Zhi yao ni neng ting dao wo,

Kan dao ni de quan xin quan yi,

Ru guo ni yuan yi yi cheng yi cheng yi cheng de po kai wo de xin,

Ni hui fa xian ni hui ya yi,

Ni shi wo zui ya yi,

Zui sheng chu de mi mi,

Ru guo ni yuan yi yi cheng yi cheng yi cheng de po kai wo de xin,

Ni hui bi suan ni hui liu lei,

Zhi yao ni neng ting dao wo,

Kan dao ni de quan xin quan yi,

Ni hui bi suan ni hui liu lei,

Zhi yao ni neng ting dao wo,

Kan dao wo de quan xin quan yi..

Truly

noreply@blogger.com (Kris) — Mon, 31 Aug 2009 01:25:00 +0000

I'm sorry if I have hurt you in any way. I didn't mean to, and I'm really sorry. Please accept my sincere apology. I didn't know what I was thinking and I wasn't rational.. I swear, I'll never do it again.

Mixed

noreply@blogger.com (Kris) — Fri, 28 Aug 2009 16:34:00 +0000

It's 4 a.m. (adelaide time) and I can't sleep. I guess I'll just update this dusty ol' blog of mine. Wonder if there are any readers left.. *waves to non-existent readers aih story of my life. Anyways, alot of stuff has been going on! There are not enough hours in a day. University so far has been great (well, if you don't include the assignments and homework.) Meeting local friends, they're all hell funny.. and also, learning about new things everyday!

Been hanging out with my bff's everyday, it's like our own little family. We do everything together! Oh yeah, I'd like to be the CNN for Ken Ho. HE BOUGHT A BRAND, SPANKIN' NEW CAMRY! Am getting fatter because of all the late night supper trips, not that I'm complaining because I love spending time with them. Moving on, ok first of all, I'd like to say.. I LOVE KAROAKE! I know what you are thinking and I shall say "screw you!" because karoake is hell fun! Good times with good friends and awesome drinks :P

The bff's in Adelaide!
Group shot! Ahh I love self-timer.
Hong Xia Dao, Esther, YeeWei & I.
Next up was Esther's birthday at Glenelg beach. It was freezing cold when we got there, about 12 degrees but thank goodness the sun came out to play! Everything went according to plan, except for the cake smearing part. Managed to mess Esther up pretty bad haha. Cake + wacky string + cream = one hell of a fun afternoon!

Yiyong and I spraying the birthday girl with wacky string that only lasted about 2 minutes then ran out. PAID 5 BUCKS FOR IT! Only two lousy minutes. YeeWei was smooshing the cake into her face lol.

US!
After that, we went on water bumper boats! Chock full of funnnnnn! We were spraying each other like mad and we were all soaking wet after that. Mind you, the water was seriously FREEZING ICE COLD! (about 12 degrees?) It was like being sprayed with ice water and with the wind.. brrrrr!

Lovin' and soaking up whatever sun there is! Winter is still haunting us T___T
Hog's Breath! Love the steak there, but so fattening.. just went for another round last night. It was good!
Ken's fingers after we slapped each other's hand. HAHA!
Made tiramisu cake with Lisa, it's delicious! Still prefer the pyramid cheesecake though, will try to get recipe from mum.
Cute Japanese bento set, just couldn't resist taking a picture of it. It even came with a lid.
Us cam-whoring while he was trying on a suit :)
Think it was Pierre Cardin.

Esther, Yiyong, Yunyun & I waiting for lecture to start. Yes, our lecture theatre has a huge ass mirror!
It's been a heck of a ride.. university is not what I imagined it would be, but with great friends, life's been so much easier :) am going home in 2 and a half months. Can't wait to go back to Malaysian soil and travel! Seriously, can't wait to get my hands on authentic roti canai and kampua *drools.. it's been 7 months since I last saw my sisters! Missed out on their secondary school life T__T so sad kan? Don't worry you two poop heads, I'm coming home soooon! LOL. Missing my parents as well, just saw them a month ago but it seems like ages already.

Ok, I shall end this post here. Till next time, xoxo.

Smokin'

noreply@blogger.com (Kris) — Thu, 27 Aug 2009 08:00:00 +0000

Can't breathe, can't breathe..

This is not me, I don't get pissed & angry at.. I just needa collect my head and cool down. My heart feels heavy. My feet feels as if they were made of stone. I need to chill. Need fag, need fag.

Hello!

noreply@blogger.com (Kris) — Tue, 18 Aug 2009 13:16:00 +0000

Gosh it's been a while eh? Just making a small appearance to say that I'm not dead :)

p.s. kamu tidak datang class hari ini :(

Say What?

noreply@blogger.com (Kris) — Tue, 04 Aug 2009 11:01:00 +0000

Am super full from Domino's omg must go on diet.

p.s. super duper happy Boost guy is in my class again! was bummed out last week though hehehe.

Bah

noreply@blogger.com (Kris) — Fri, 31 Jul 2009 06:39:00 +0000

I actuary wanna brog but I think nobody leads this brog liao hehe kthxbaibai.

p.s. keeping this brog for three years liao, maybe it's time.

Lollipop

noreply@blogger.com (Kris) — Sun, 26 Jul 2009 15:43:00 +0000

I was born on a Friday and since my birthday...

I've been living for 18 years,

I've been living for 225 months,

I've been living for 6,848 days,

I've been living for 164,363 hours,

I've been living for 9,861,822 minutes,

I've been living for 591,709,344 seconds,

My heart has beaten more than 690,327,540 times..

Ice Age 3D & Hairy Plopper 6

noreply@blogger.com (Kris) — Thu, 23 Jul 2009 10:02:00 +0000

Taking a break from Perth posts. Went to the movies a few days ago. Caught Harry Potter & The Half Blood Prince as well as Ice Age 3 in 3D! Also went shopping with the girls, bought MAC mascara and some jeans :D happy dappy wappy. Heading to IKEA again tomorrow to buy my queen-sized quilt ooohh can't wait to get it!

Been having this huge ulcer in my mouth for the past 5 days and I can't eat properly wth I want to eat proper, solid food and not oats everyday for dinner. Have been hungry for 5 days. Also, stupid Ken Ho Chun Chuan says he's sick with dunnoe-what flu and cannot make it tomorrow night bah! Nevermind, there's always a next time :P feel better!

This Yumyum ah, must take picture everytime she sees a huge mirror wth.
Yumyum is a problem in my life because she doesn't know how to listen to instructions. When someone tells her to buy Crepes by Cocolat, she goes and get the banana crepe which bloody costs AUD 11 for that flat piece of flour with bananas wtf. You say 'chi shi ren' or not?! Fortunately, she learned the error of her ways and will listen to what I say the next time we go there, hoh Yun hoh? Hahaha.

This is to teach you a lesson and also, taking revenge on the picture you posted of me. Now we're even :D anyways, Harry Potter was awesome! (p.s. i only say this because i'm a huge harry potter fan) but my friends didn't like it as much /boooo. The graphics were sensational this time round, but I have to admit that the ending sucked. They should've put in Dumbledore's funeral scene and give him a proper farewell since he was such a core character in the books. Almost cried when Dumbledore was drinking the poison to get the Hocrux haih I'm such a sap.

All in all, I liked it. Daniel Radcliffe (Harry Potter) wasn't so douchey-looking, Emma Watson (Hermoine Granger) is gorgeous, Rupert Grint (Ron Weasley) is so KELEFE TO THE MAX, SERIOUSLY WHY IS HE EVEN IN THE MOVIE! Tom Felton (Draco Malfoy) had a bigger role this time, unfortunately he looked soooo old in the movie. He looks way better in real life with tossled hair hahaha.

Our 3D glasses! We got to keep it lol sorry, I'm lame like that :P
Ice Age 3D was da bomb! Yeah uh huh. I loved every second of it. Worth the RM50 I paid for it T___T ok abit sakit hati after conversion hahaha. Have to thank my mum & dad, THANKS MUM & DAD! *waves hahaha I know you guys are reading this lol. Sid the sloth is hell funny and once again, delivered a perfectly funny movie :P i love Sid the sloth! p.s. it's not a hamster, it's a sloth.

Kim & I on the bus, I love you woman! Haha finally come back after so long.

Lisa trying on a AUD130 Espirit Winter Jacket. She came back too!
I feel my sanity & smart-ness draining away from skyping with Alvin the retard hahaha. Keep pressing the dial buttons for nothing! Alvin, lu mmg ada sikit sot :P okla, enough for today.. toodles people!

Perth Day Two

noreply@blogger.com (Kris) — Sat, 18 Jul 2009 05:19:00 +0000

Still missing my dad and mum manyak-manyak but then, I have to grow up and face facts. Growing up, I hate growing up hahaha so many responsibilities =/ haih ok, continuation of the Perth trip.

UWA compounds.

Told you it's purdy haha but I still love my uni nonetheless.
Perth City from King's Park.
Memorial for soldiers.
Fremantle! HI MUM & DAD!

OH HI IZ ME! Yeah I know, I am fat and pregnant but who cares, ~~that's my boat I'm pointing at.~~ Gawd, you can't even see my cina eyes, they've become slits in my face hahaha wtf.
Mum and dad again!
Boats, loads & loads of boats!
My dad more gangster than yours hahahaha wth.
One of the many, many beaches along Perth. We visited most of it including Cottlesloe, but Cottlesloe is much nicer in the summer.

We visited Curtin, Perth. My opinion is that thank goodness I didn't choose a twinning programme. Don't get me wrong, Curtin is gorgeous but it's so freaking huge! It took us 10 minutes to circle around the campus using a car and I don't feel like it's a uni at all. The buildings are too modern looking and well.. the campus is too spread out hehe. But all in all, Curtin is a good uni :)

Bah, off to waste some more time staring at the walls. Bored outta my wits at home T___T nobody wants to go shopping anymore because we all spent too much hahaha but I want some more! :P me needs a hoodie, some jeans and CK EUPHORIA. Peace out!

p.s. what a small world. met jordan's friend, jessica in adelaide. wow, seriously.. small world hahaha.

p.p.s. have a safe flight to UK sj! i'll come visit you in the futureeee! :)

p.p.p.s watching prison break season three all over again cos i totally forgot the story line for season four haih wtf i'm so useless hahaha.

Fun Time Over (Adelaide + Perth Day One)

noreply@blogger.com (Kris) — Thu, 16 Jul 2009 12:47:00 +0000

Dad went home today! *cries buckets and buckets of tears.. back to my usual student routine when uni starts. Another 4 months to home, I can't wait.. flying to KL, Kuching, KK and maybe JB to visit friends :) ahhh can't wait for home! Feeling very homesick all of a sudden, with dad not here in Adelaide anymore.. it's like learning to be independant all over again *big fat sigh

Oh yes, on a lighter note.. I passed all my units in my first semester of Uni. Super happy that I don't have to sit for any supplementary papers & can enjoy the last days of my holidays :) but still feeling homesick all of a sudden :(

I'm just going to blog abit about Adelaide and Perth because I'm lazy to compress it all into one post. Brought dad to the city, university, art museum, museum, state library, glenelg & hahndorf. Practically everywhere I went last year haha.

Ini ialah entrance university aku. Oh itu bapa saya, HI DAD! *waves
Saya rasa university saya sangat tua lol.
My dad on the Torrens River bridge.

Made a huge mistake ordering the fish & chips. HUGE PORTIONS! Enough to feed one whole family in Malaysia. We're not touching that stuff for a long, long time.
"My Memory Keeper's Daughter" :)
On the way to Perth!
This is UWA! Gorgeous Uni with beautiful landscape and surroundings. Very nature-ey lol.
The memorial stone for World War I soldiers. OH LOOK! IZ MY MUM AND DAD! *waves again haih I'm so lame lol.
Emak saya sangat cantiek.
The view of Perth city from King's Park.
Anyways, am super tired now.. will blog more about Perth when I have the time plus I'll advise you where NOT to stay in Perth. Well, actually it's only one place but it's best to just avoid staying there :P till next time peeps, peace out!

Fun Time

noreply@blogger.com (Kris) — Wed, 01 Jul 2009 13:54:00 +0000

Dad's arriving in less than 10 hours! Heading off to Perth, see you poops! Will update when I get back hehe if I'm rajin enough! :P

p.s. don't be mistaken by the happiness for "I'm-so-prepared-for-my-exam-tone" because I feel that I'm not :( booooo..

Stab Me

noreply@blogger.com (Kris) — Tue, 30 Jun 2009 13:09:00 +0000

Everyone has finished their exams except for me argh wtfmcbcucumbercrabsticksbbq! Grr, am really ticked off at the moment. Frustrated because nothing I study goes into this brain of mine and everywhere I look everyone is relaxing or having their holidays. It's really unfair :( *sigh

So yeah, just stab me now so that I don't have to take that horrid exam paper on Thursday anymore. Damn ADIs, money market, bonds, shares & fx market grrrrr... seriously, fml la!

noreply@blogger.com (Kris) — Mon, 29 Jun 2009 04:03:00 +0000

Sow a thought, and you reap an act;
Sow an act, and you reap a habit;
Sow a habit, and you reap a character;
Sow a character, and you reap a destiny.
- Charles Reade

noreply@blogger.com (Kris) — Sun, 28 Jun 2009 07:11:00 +0000

"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives, he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened."
- Matthew 7:7-8

Exquisite

noreply@blogger.com (Kris) — Sat, 27 Jun 2009 12:53:00 +0000

It is from the plain, where we overlook beauty.